Helpless (Most Embarrassing Moments)

Member Name: donruk

Product:	Most Embarrassing Moments
Date:	04/08/02 (632 review reads)
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The past three years have been hard for me. I would like to share with you, the most embarrassing moment in my life, which lasted about three years and continues to this very day.

About three and a half years ago, I was seriously involved with a girl. She was a Mexican girl, about 22 years old, and had to be one of the most beautiful women that I ever saw. You know Jennifer Lopez? Well my girl was three times more beautiful than she was. Her name was Angel, and I was crazy for her. You can even say that I was obsessed with her. She was all I could think about. But it worked both ways, because I gathered she was a little crazy for me too. We were in love. I promised to love and protect her. We were real close to getting married.

I had confidence in my ability to protect her, because I was involved in martial arts, and I was a champion wrestler with allot of experience. I was strong.

My girlfriend (Angel) was about five inches shorter than me (5"6), but over time she seemed to grow taller (odd for a 22 year old). I thought nothing of it until certain doctor visit. The doctor measured me during a checkup and noted that I was about two inches shorter. I said, "that can't be right I am only 24 years old. But I did feel a little shorter. The doctor checked my spine and found nothing wrong. He could not give me any explanation.

A few weeks went by, and my pants and shoes became loose, and started not to fit. My girlfriend told me that I looked smaller. I used to have to lean down to kiss her, but it got to the point that we were face to face when we were kissing. I was shrinking. I felt horrible inside, and I wanted to commit suicide. I was now only 5"6(as tall as Angel). I noticed that I was weaker also. My bench press max went down. In wrestling, I was not able to compete as well. I lost more inches until my girlfriend was now taller than I was. I had to buy new cloths and shoes, because my old cloths were to
big for me.

Months went by, and I noticed that my girlfriend did not seem to like me as much as she used to. At this time I was only 4"3. My girlfriend was about 15 inches taller than I was now. My girlfriend and I decided to wrestle. I grabbed her legs for a takedown, but I could not move her. It was like trying to push a tree. She just stood there and laughed. She picked me up and lifted me up headfirst. I asked her to put me back down, and after a while she did. We wrestled a second time and she simply sat on top of me. Being as small as I was she seemed to weigh a thousand pounds. I couldn't breath. It hurt badly. I asked her to please get off of me. After she got off of me, I was real sore for about one week.

Time went by and I continued to shrink. I shrunk to about 2"5. My girlfriend had to carry me every place. I was dressed in baby clothes(those were the only clothes that fit me). And she carried me like I was her baby, and put baby blankets over me. When we went to the mall, people would think that she was my mother, and ask to see the baby. She declined as most people would go into shock if they saw that I was not a baby, but a 24-year-old that was only two feet tall. I was helpless, I could not do anything. Something as simple as sitting down on a chair was very hard for me. My girlfriend had to help me get down from chairs, reach for things, and even help me get down from the seat in a movie theater. Most of the time she had me lay on her lap during the movie. When I had to use the toilet, my girlfriend had had to help me reach for the toilet paper, and take me down from the toilet bowl when I was done.

Time went by, and I had shrunk to be under a foot tall. During this time is when I saw that look in my girlfriend's eyes that just tore my heart up. It was the look of hate. She despised me. She considered me a circus freak, and unattractive. She discriminated against me. I was scared. She told me that
she wanted to break up with me, because she couldn't take it any more. She said that I was too small for her. How that broke my heart. She said that she hated me so much that she wanted to kill me. I yelled and screamed. That was the last straw. She picked me up and body-slammed me on the ground. It hurt so badly that I could not get up. She grabbed my arm and snapped it like a twig. After that, she broke both of my legs. She threw me around like I was a rag doll. I was helpless, and in deep pain. I never thought such pain was imaginable. In fact, she hurt me so bad that I wanted to die. The pain was unbearable. She threw my body out in the street.

Some people mistook me for an injured baby and called the ambulance. Blood was all over the ground.
The doctors managed to save my life, but I was paralyzed from the neck down. I almost died. The doctors puzzled over my small size and did many tests on me. My girlfriend hurt me so bad that, the pain still lasts to this day. I experience horrible headaches, and back pains. The pain is horrible. I have also never walked in three years, and I will never walk again.

Right now, I am only five inches tall. My girlfriend felt bad about what she did to me and decided to take care of me(I still sense that she hates me). She dresses me in doll clothes, puts me in a dollhouse, and feeds me crumbs. Sometimes she yells at me in Spanish, and threatens to kill me. My girlfriend is bigger and more beautiful than ever now.

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