Goodbye baby. (Miscarriage in general)

Member Name: emma150

Product:	Miscarriage in general
Date:	28/08/06 (114 review reads)
Rating:

Advantages: None.

Disadvantages: Heartbreaking.

On the 1st march 2006 i sadly suffered a miscarriage prior to this two weeks before my sister lost her baby.When i found out i was pregnant me and my partner were so happy. But from the beginning i was in a lot of pain i was scanned 2 times and doctors said all was ok but my hormone levels were rising very slowley i still took this as a good sign i was booked in for a scan on the 2nd march but when i awoke on the 1st i was flooding with blood i knew before i went to the hospital i had lost my baby a scan confirmed this i was heartbroken i came home and spent days crying trying to figure out what i had done wrong but had no answers my baby was gone and nobody knew why.

Shortley after i discovered i was pregnant again i am now 5 months gone but i am unable to relax and enjoy this special time i keep waiting for something to go wrong a lot of the time doctors say your body aborts the baby as there was something wrong with it like that is gonna make it easier for you to deal with.

To some people the baby was not real as he/she never took a breath but they were still a part of me and my child and there is not a day when i dont think of the baby.I loved him/her and i always will i know with time it will get easier and i know i can rely on my sister as we both shared the same expierance.

Summary: Helps to talk about baby.